Saturday, July 4, 2009

LIFE IS FULL OF SURPRISES!

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Growing up from a Big City Town in Los Angeles area with lots of people, wonderful Restaurants, many things to do, lots of job opportunities and Traffic Jam, You would think, why on earth would anyone want to leave this Place?? Well, I never thought it could happen to me, I figured since I was born and raised here, why leave a good thing?? until.... I got Pregnant with by wonderful twin boys which by the way I never thought could happen due to getting a tubal reversal, YES, a Tubal Reversal, which entails reconnecting your tubes to get pregnant again with open up surgery and feels just like the wonderful C-Section, if anyone has experienced that, well... let me tell you, it's no picnic, that's for sure! many false alarms with no pregnancy, month after month another broken heart I had, I just finally gave up! through my hands up in the air and said FORGET IT! but in the back of my mind I really did care and promised to the good man upstairs, that if I got Pregnant I would do everything to make a Good life for them, and that meant anything... by this time a year goes by, and for any of You Parents who has tried even for a month, seems like Eternity, the time comes when I missed a period but that was no surprise, afterall I had false alarms in the past, I waited for The Good Aunt to coming knocking at my door but to no avail she didn't show up.
By this time it's been almost two weeks, but any moment I could start and why take another home pregnancy test, it may show up negative again, by this time My Husband and I had planned a week vacation at the River in Hot blazing Arizona to have some boating fun, I decided first I'd better call Reproductive Doctor and get some advice Regarding my situation with not starting and planning our vacation that weekend, She cautioned me if I must go then go BUT do not get into the ice cold water because if I happened to be pregnant then the embryo may react to the hot weather along with the icecold River Water, she wanted to give me a blood test when I came back, Oh and did I mention that I did finally take a home pregnancy test and guess what it read??? you got it, another BIG FAT NEGATIVE, UGH! but at the advice at my Dr's request I took her advice, we went to the River and while My husband took the boat out with our daughter and her friend, I stayed indoors bored and wished I could be out having some fun too, but like a good Little Patient I obeyed, ok, finally a week being indoors and getting cabin fever took it's toll on me, I couldn't wait to get back home to take my blood test, I just wanted to get it over and done with so I wouldn't have to think about it any longer and I would accept the fact thay it Strongly may be negative again.
That Monday early morning I rushed to get ready in anticipation and waited to be called with my heart coming out of my chest, this is it, praying inside with mixed emotions, " I hope it's negative, no.. I hope it's positive, back in forth in my mind like a game in my head, I couldn't think straight just needed to know either way, by the way I've been pregnant before and know what pregnancy feels like and I didn't feel any kind of pregnancy symptoms whatsoever so I knew it was going to be negative. The nurse calls my name " Gina Key" Ok, here it goes, she swabs my arm and withdrawls some vials of blood and then tells me I have to go home and wait for at least 10 hours until she gets the results back, needless to say, I wasn't relieved at all, when I finally got home I paced, I prayed, I couldn't read, couldn't watch tv, couldn't eat, nothing, zilch! Ok, so many hours go by and The call finally come in, my phone ringing and ringing, I couldn't pick it up, but this is what I've been waiting for, all that pacing and I did not want to answer the phone, my husband said pick it up! I just looked over at him and nodded no with a scared look on my face. The phone finally stopped ringing so many times, I went over to my phone and seen there was a message waiting for me, when I finally got up the courage to listen to it, I had a Big huge smile on my face, Yes! and that's when I said to myself "Life is Full Of Surprises".

3 comments:

  1. Interesting post, but you might think about putting in a couple of paragraph breaks here and there.

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  2. Thanks for the informative comment, I appreciate it.

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